youarenotevenhere


untitled
March 11, 2010, 3:03 am
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half a heartsick year.
my dusty horny body.
i know what needs done.

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untitled
March 5, 2010, 5:00 pm
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i’m on the ferry. i couldn’t stop thinking of you and had to go into the bathroom and masturbate. the bathroom shook and smelled like fish. the other day, i had to pull the truck over to do it. and when maria was talking to her dead husband in the kitchen that night, i felt you there too.

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the hero narrative dies
March 1, 2010, 8:51 pm
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your mother never loved me more than you.

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dream 5
February 23, 2010, 5:00 pm
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it’s your birthday. people come to celebrate, but you sneak out and get on a bus. T and i see you and decide to go after you so you won’t be alone. we get to a hotel and go up the elevator and you take us into a place to rent and watch porn. T and i smile. i buy you a video. when we turn around to go see it, you’re already naked. we sit down on the leather couch, you between us. there are many couches and people having sex on them. i’m aroused and excited to share this with you, but instead you nestle up to T and ignore me and start masturbating. i’m sad and mad and storm out and break the lobby plants. the janitor comes and i feel embarrassed and go back inside. T has turned into B, a childhood friend, and she is watching you jerk off. i come near you, but you push me away. i fall to a glass floor, many stories high. i see the city below. i’m too afraid to move. you want me to wait there until you finish.

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found photo 1
February 18, 2010, 8:40 pm
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fish plant
February 10, 2010, 5:00 pm
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we halve them and pick out their bones.
we halve them and pick out their bones.
we halve them and pick out their bones.

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lost postcard from the carretera austral
February 5, 2010, 9:07 am
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in the narrative of me crossing the country, i’m bold and brave before a menacing natural order.

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